"I'm living from and for fashion"
I never knew that this would come earlier than I thought. Something has changed in my life. It forces me to support myself financially. I don't wanna talk about that night I got this whatsoever turning point. Yet, I just wanna share how I'm coping with the -so fort- utter disaster.
Yes, first I was (still) really shocked when I heard this. Honestly, I shouldn't because I made this problem which now I call turning point. Briefly, I decided to support myself financially to be free from someone's domination. I said to her that I lived my own life so she couldn't control mine. What a lovely words! Now I really stand on my feet.
What next? I realize that I have to pay my next semester university fee, so I'm still finding way to fill my bank account. Some friends told me that I shouldn't have been worry too much because I had many orders to my personal boutique. In addition, two closed-friends agreed to put me in as a clothing designer in their new fashion line. Yet I insisted that those projects were enough to complete about three and a half million rupiahs next January. Then I prayed to God (it's been a long time I didn't pray intimately).
God loves me. He never leaves me alone. A few minutes later after deciding to support myself financially, one of my clients texted me. She asked me about the third dress she had ordered whether it's done or not, because she wanted to order two more. I was feeling really great. God likely wants to say that I'm in the right way. Such continuous surprises from God never stop until now (by the time I wrote this). A lot of orders is lining in a row to be made till next year.
Now, fashion literally becomes my life. Fashion for Living!
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